Saturday, February 16, 2013

A Brighter Day

Everything is just a little bit brighter.

I'm feeling as if things I might have struggled with only a few weeks or months ago are easier for me now. A problem doesn't give me the same sort of anxiety, I don't feel the same sort of pressure when faced with a task.

I'm getting shit done. Appointments are being made, to do lists are being checked off, things are being taken care of that need taking care. It's silly, but it's neat.

And I just feel...better. When I'm sitting at work, I'm not quite as cranky or bitter. I am not nearly as likely to mentally tear the heads off of my enemies. I just feel a little less agitated. Not all the, not 100% of the time, but...better.

I feel like I'm a damn depression commercial.

I know this change could fade away, could be impermanent, could need to be adjusted with different medication or whatever. I know it's not magic and it's only been a few weeks and other factors are involved.

But it just feels really nice.