What I Want

I want to retain this moment of clarity I'm experience right now, this peace and calm that feels oh-so-familiar. I want to sink into it, embrace it, enjoy it, not resist it. I want to wake up tomorrow and get out of bed with the sense of purpose that's been eluding me for so long.

I want to feel right again, instead of very, very wrong. My body feels strange when I move, my mind and my heart too, everything unfamiliar and out of place, just wrong. 

I want to be ready again. I want to be going the right direction instead of the wrong one. I want to be moving forward and not back, I want to be getting better and not worse.

I want to feel right again.